Mo's house .

hello , people .
i'm currently at momo's house doing some netball game thingy .
but in the end we are doing our thing .
momo like just sitting down , she's sleepy already .
elynn and celine playing itouch (taptap) .
momo is still not talking .
haahaa , really dont know what to write already uh .
raining uh , how to go home .
haiy .
nice to sleep , i thing i'm going to take a nap at momo's house now .
sleepy .
just close eyes uh .
update soon aye .
dada ~

yesterday .

fai in blowing balloon uh he, i blow better bigger somemore.
got childhood uh, playing balloon

meet boyfriend .
he not feeling well then still want to meet .
haa , yesterday was retarded .

today .

today woke up at 1010 am .
was waitting for mummy to come home from work , to buy school books .
after buying books , went to meet abang to make his ez-link .
then go eat at KFC and headed home .
dislike the man in my house .
AGHHH ~

♥

just now slack at port , very little people only sehy .
Ann (tomoi) say only coming down but never .
cheat me again .
nevermind uh, An don't have but he have uh :D
happy siyol ako , dah lame tak jumper die.
haiyo , i still cannot forget uh .
why is it so strong to forget ?
DIE LAH .

why must i be very weak , i cannot face hurt in the hurt but i can face hurt out of it . AAHHHHHH , pain lah .
just because of one shit i lose you ?
i'm jealose , most girls in your school have fallen in love with you .
scared :C
when we were together , you use to call me in the night .
and i really miss those days , i was force to say ........ cos i don't follow my heart that time ,i guess at that time i still don't know what is true love , but NOW i DO . but i know there no hope , ARRR !
but for now , i won't think of you , as long as you're happy , i'm happy .
hope you know that i'm referring to you .

i just think of you once the song is played , OVERBOARD .
i know i can do it , just don't think of him . without him i still can live , but it will be very hard on me :C NO choice , once done there is no turning back . Now i know how you feel when it happen to you . i guess its really the end of us :( there is nothing else i can do , n...ot a cheap ! ARRRR , just hate it lah kanina .

today damn funnny uhc .
wen jie learning how to play roller skate , fall so many times .
hahaha , funny !
took video , but must delete later he angry .
hahah , nevermind .
as long as i watch it live :D

ILAH !
She damn cute lah can .
i ♥ her to the max .
arrr , later can go see her .
YEAH !

Hahahaha , today damn tired sia .
after school got inter-house competition .
lost , every match sia .
nevermind , really not fair sia , others got aleast three netballers .
but my team only got one , which is me .
wah !
the teresa team them not fair lor , can walk with the ball want .
Arrrrrrrr !
nevermind uhc , this month is ramadan cannot angry .
ohhya , and that masturina .
wah , like blur sotong sia , i think she is one .
she always have that mind set that we will lose for sure , without a fight ?
hais , her mind set came true
, happy now ?
after everything went to meet up with Ahjie : D
i give him the Friendship Band already .
don't konw if he likes it anot uhc .
but still , its my hard work sia .
must like it hor Ahjie .
i made one for Momo also !

Ahhhh , i fallen asleep .
suppose to wait for ahjie to come back .
sorry , wenjie .
not sure if i would be going down later ..

Ahhhh , i fallen asleep .
suppose to wait for ahjie to come back .
sorry , wenjie .
not sure if i would be going down later ..

SENTOSA

Yesterday was fun to the MAX !
woots ~
first went to eat , i ate laksa while the rest ate chicken rice .
Maisara never eat . Then i share with her lor .
done , take train damn long lah can .
don't have seat from us to seat .
only ahjie , ahwei and sepet all boys get to seat .
Stupid lah they all , we girl still don't want let us seat .
when reach already , that ahjie hor jakon nak mampos , ahahhaha !
everything also WAH WAH WAH !
this one wah , that one also wah .
took alots of photos , see them on facebook .
yesterday was also CHENDOL'S BIRTHDAY .
cannot sabo him , cos he just come back from jalan jalan with my brother and keun .
but still nevermind , i brought for him a bar of chocolate with almond on it .
did't post this yesterday as brother usng the comp until damn late .
yah , so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENDOL !

Ahjie , you rock my life !

Morning .

today woke up damn early .
don't know why also . my eyes just open like that .
shit now raining , hope later it won't rain .
if not everything will be ruin .
later going YOG , update more when i come back that will be around , 12 plus .

Today not so fun uhc .
at 1230 me and lyn go do her hair , then go port slack for awhile .
then ilah hungry , we go macs eat .
damn claver lor she , after that i go home sick mah .
then too cold , about 0550 go port again .
that ahjie hor cheat my feeling alot of time lor , say come down at 0445
but then he come back nearly going to 0700 .

:)

Ah , kimak peh lah mendak .

sitting alone , ohh btw keun , chendol , epul , lyn and zack just finish jogging . Crazy right .

tadi kite ramai2 gy AMKhub best !

otak dah blank , dah tak tauh nak tulis ape ..

will update tomorrow .

dada .

WENJIE , sombong shit !

past is past

yesterday saw him sia , then all the past come back .
haiya , when can i stop thinking of him ?
its been like one month plus .
idk if he still feel the same way , maybe not .
cos someone is in his mind , sad case ):

not well .

Ahhh , not feeling well .
why always sick .
i hate the feeling sia , somemore tomorrow got basketball inter-house .
must go , if not i scared they not enough player .
die lah like that .
i don't even have the mood to use the computer .

i really love you lah , but for you its over right ?
remember woaini1314 ?

same old day .

suck uhc , i cannot sleep well last night .
chatting with firman , thanks alot firman .
pompan kao untung siyot dapat kao , hahaha .
last long aye , takecare .

new photos .

sorry not in the mood to upload photos right now .
i will do in tomorrow .

feeling today .

Do you still remember the time we spend together ?
i try to , but its really stuck in my head .
until now i still haven forgive myself ! from now onwards i won't want to make my own path of walking .
i don't want anyone to get in the way , sound to that mother fucker !
i hate you to the max , i wish i never even get to know you .
why must you be in this world ro rather why must i be here ?!
it just take one person to ruin your life .
like how it have ruin mine !!
i'm damn pissed off lah , whack that shit out of that fucking bastard !
i know if i tell you all this , you won't know much .
only lyn know how i feel , how i wish i was an idiot from the starting when i was born and don't even know anything about love .
cos i think this feelings sucks , why must it be me ?! i know i still have a long way to go , but if i cannot forget you , how am i suppose to move on ?
asal ako salah jalan , i really have hard time going to sleep .
i don't mind not sleeping , unless i have the feelings gone !
wo hen ni !

Yesterday !

Yesterday was fun , went macs to eat .

saw Fatanah and friends .

then went to see (boy)friends , playing soccer .

some of us seat under the block , wah lyn peh anak cute gile uhc .

school :C

No longer with keun :C
FRIENDS !
haa~
now me and ahjie not rapat anymore , sad .
cos he kehilangan pompan ..
why must his feelings change so fast ?
i wasted my chance , fuck .
ako salah jalan ! kanina .
i hate my life lah ..
woaini 1314 .
but i'll try to forget you .

0.o

Hais , another boring day .
tadi gy lepak , mendak nak mampos gee .
Tu takpe , lagy2 semue buat hal sendiri .
Abehy ade kite duduk mcm Bodoh .
takpe lah ehk , YEAH !
tomorrow can meet FAIZ !
FAIZ , i miss you so much :C only can see him for one day , then he need go ..
ILY ~

BACK .

At last !
now can blog already , that time comp sot thats why never update .
ps .
Hais , now exam ler .
must study . Btw , i love all the present that i got .
thanks , team (netball) , KEUN tersayang & Banana Sayang !
[will update more] .

idk .

Hais , sometimes i feel that you don't need me ):

text you , no reply ?

people say prepaid low .

but when **** called you can answer pulak ehk ?

idk lah , haa .

nevermind , lets not talk about that .

today , its the same . slack .

woke up , watch tv then bathe .

lyn called ask to meet , after that both me and lyn go to mira's house .

hahah , NURIAH still haven bath .

busuk siyak :X

then , eat noodles . Epul text lyn suroh jumpe .

so kite turun .

keun pun belum sampai , die ade bola .

later at 0445 he reach port .

don't know why he giler2 , crazy , real crazy !

hahaha ~

waited for the rest to reach than they start to play takraw .

then now just reach home . FUCK man , tomorrow school .

i don't want uhc !

ohh , and yah just went to send Epul with lyn , nuriah and maisara .

late already , don't know if he reach camp on time anot .

hope his not late .

massage to Epul : Epul , jage diri baik2 tao , takecare (:

jumper pat port on friday .

~~~

(:

Yeah , tomorrow going swimming : D

can't wait !

hahah , but not so sure who going .

hope tomorrow won't turn out the other way round .

going jurong !

Chendol ?

CHENDOL , don't tell anyone tao .

hees~

today :

never go to school :x

stay at home , rot like hell .

0330 went cwp with , mummy , atikah and abang .

abehy tu gy port takde orang .

comfirm tgh main takraw , hahah .

Ahhdoi , i'm really stressed up .

i don't know what else to say to you , but i just know that my feeling for you is still the same .

i know what i did was wrong , but i say sorry already .

you are always holding on to your EGO-ness .

sometimes you do mistakes , and you will learn from it .

so do i , i will ensure it won't happen again ):

but what to do now , you already don't want to talk to me anymore .

i can't force you , its really up to you ..

but , i just want to say , i love you .

in school

hahah , having lesson now .
not suppose to blog right now , but i don't care .
damn boring uhc .
Ahjie , he now then reply sia .
he say: he not anrgy , just dissapointed :(
i told him that it won't happen again .
than he say , okayy make sure .
hahah , i really have to thank you wenjie .
but i still don't know if he still talk to me anot uhc .
gtg , lesson ending soon .
dadad ~

i need someone to talk to ):

i hate myself !

Ahhhh !

Ahhh , why must things turn out this way ?

so so darn stress !

i know what i've done was wrong , but i learn from it .

80% won't contact me right ?

fine , might as well 100% !

i won't get in your way anymore , this is our 5th time fighting .

as you say , this time " dah ludah , tak akan jilat balik ".

i wish that i won't get to know in the first place .

akmal : D

Hahaha , thanks akmal !

: D

why ?

Why must you be angry when my parents are not angry ?, when i already say sorry ? its like as if you have never done anything wrong to stressed me up .

its already past , so can you leave the past behind ?

start a new chapter ?

stupid father !

I hate you , why do you have to be my Father ?

i'm big enough lah , fucker !

just step a side , stop getting in my way .

you think by saying that i will listen to you , dream on .

i won't .

just get the fuck right .

sometimes i just hope that you and my BELOVED mother will got diff ways .

my mother more better then you ahh siyal !
only know how to say me & abang , have you ever think that you are far too much sometimes !?

tgk muke sendiri dulu ah butoh !

chating

Hahaha !

me , chendol & ahjie chatting online .

tapi boring jugak uhc .

abehy si keun ni , tauh layan kan game pat handphone jer .