idk .

Hais , sometimes i feel that you don't need me ):

text you , no reply ?

people say prepaid low .

but when **** called you can answer pulak ehk ?

idk lah , haa .

nevermind , lets not talk about that .

today , its the same . slack .

woke up , watch tv then bathe .

lyn called ask to meet , after that both me and lyn go to mira's house .

hahah , NURIAH still haven bath .

busuk siyak :X

then , eat noodles . Epul text lyn suroh jumpe .

so kite turun .

keun pun belum sampai , die ade bola .

later at 0445 he reach port .

don't know why he giler2 , crazy , real crazy !

hahaha ~

waited for the rest to reach than they start to play takraw .

then now just reach home . FUCK man , tomorrow school .

i don't want uhc !

ohh , and yah just went to send Epul with lyn , nuriah and maisara .

late already , don't know if he reach camp on time anot .

hope his not late .

massage to Epul : Epul , jage diri baik2 tao , takecare (:

jumper pat port on friday .

~~~

(:

Yeah , tomorrow going swimming : D

can't wait !

hahah , but not so sure who going .

hope tomorrow won't turn out the other way round .

going jurong !

Chendol ?

CHENDOL , don't tell anyone tao .

hees~

today :

never go to school :x

stay at home , rot like hell .

0330 went cwp with , mummy , atikah and abang .

abehy tu gy port takde orang .

comfirm tgh main takraw , hahah .

Ahhdoi , i'm really stressed up .

i don't know what else to say to you , but i just know that my feeling for you is still the same .

i know what i did was wrong , but i say sorry already .

you are always holding on to your EGO-ness .

sometimes you do mistakes , and you will learn from it .

so do i , i will ensure it won't happen again ):

but what to do now , you already don't want to talk to me anymore .

i can't force you , its really up to you ..

but , i just want to say , i love you .

in school

hahah , having lesson now .
not suppose to blog right now , but i don't care .
damn boring uhc .
Ahjie , he now then reply sia .
he say: he not anrgy , just dissapointed :(
i told him that it won't happen again .
than he say , okayy make sure .
hahah , i really have to thank you wenjie .
but i still don't know if he still talk to me anot uhc .
gtg , lesson ending soon .
dadad ~

i need someone to talk to ):

i hate myself !

Ahhhh !

Ahhh , why must things turn out this way ?

so so darn stress !

i know what i've done was wrong , but i learn from it .

80% won't contact me right ?

fine , might as well 100% !

i won't get in your way anymore , this is our 5th time fighting .

as you say , this time " dah ludah , tak akan jilat balik ".

i wish that i won't get to know in the first place .

akmal : D

Hahaha , thanks akmal !

: D

why ?

Why must you be angry when my parents are not angry ?, when i already say sorry ? its like as if you have never done anything wrong to stressed me up .

its already past , so can you leave the past behind ?

start a new chapter ?

stupid father !

I hate you , why do you have to be my Father ?

i'm big enough lah , fucker !

just step a side , stop getting in my way .

you think by saying that i will listen to you , dream on .

i won't .

just get the fuck right .

sometimes i just hope that you and my BELOVED mother will got diff ways .

my mother more better then you ahh siyal !
only know how to say me & abang , have you ever think that you are far too much sometimes !?

tgk muke sendiri dulu ah butoh !

chating

Hahaha !

me , chendol & ahjie chatting online .

tapi boring jugak uhc .

abehy si keun ni , tauh layan kan game pat handphone jer .