why must i be very weak , i cannot face hurt in the hurt but i can face hurt out of it . AAHHHHHH , pain lah .
just because of one shit i lose you ?
i'm jealose , most girls in your school have fallen in love with you .
scared :C
when we were together , you use to call me in the night .
and i really miss those days , i was force to say ........ cos i don't follow my heart that time ,i guess at that time i still don't know what is true love , but NOW i DO . but i know there no hope , ARRR !
but for now , i won't think of you , as long as you're happy , i'm happy .
hope you know that i'm referring to you .

i just think of you once the song is played , OVERBOARD .
i know i can do it , just don't think of him . without him i still can live , but it will be very hard on me :C NO choice , once done there is no turning back . Now i know how you feel when it happen to you . i guess its really the end of us :( there is nothing else i can do , n...ot a cheap ! ARRRR , just hate it lah kanina .

today damn funnny uhc .
wen jie learning how to play roller skate , fall so many times .
hahaha , funny !
took video , but must delete later he angry .
hahah , nevermind .
as long as i watch it live :D

ILAH !
She damn cute lah can .
i ♥ her to the max .
arrr , later can go see her .
YEAH !

Hahahaha , today damn tired sia .
after school got inter-house competition .
lost , every match sia .
nevermind , really not fair sia , others got aleast three netballers .
but my team only got one , which is me .
wah !
the teresa team them not fair lor , can walk with the ball want .
Arrrrrrrr !
nevermind uhc , this month is ramadan cannot angry .
ohhya , and that masturina .
wah , like blur sotong sia , i think she is one .
she always have that mind set that we will lose for sure , without a fight ?
hais , her mind set came true
, happy now ?
after everything went to meet up with Ahjie : D
i give him the Friendship Band already .
don't konw if he likes it anot uhc .
but still , its my hard work sia .
must like it hor Ahjie .
i made one for Momo also !

Ahhhh , i fallen asleep .
suppose to wait for ahjie to come back .
sorry , wenjie .
not sure if i would be going down later ..

Ahhhh , i fallen asleep .
suppose to wait for ahjie to come back .
sorry , wenjie .
not sure if i would be going down later ..

SENTOSA

Yesterday was fun to the MAX !
woots ~
first went to eat , i ate laksa while the rest ate chicken rice .
Maisara never eat . Then i share with her lor .
done , take train damn long lah can .
don't have seat from us to seat .
only ahjie , ahwei and sepet all boys get to seat .
Stupid lah they all , we girl still don't want let us seat .
when reach already , that ahjie hor jakon nak mampos , ahahhaha !
everything also WAH WAH WAH !
this one wah , that one also wah .
took alots of photos , see them on facebook .
yesterday was also CHENDOL'S BIRTHDAY .
cannot sabo him , cos he just come back from jalan jalan with my brother and keun .
but still nevermind , i brought for him a bar of chocolate with almond on it .
did't post this yesterday as brother usng the comp until damn late .
yah , so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENDOL !

Ahjie , you rock my life !

Morning .

today woke up damn early .
don't know why also . my eyes just open like that .
shit now raining , hope later it won't rain .
if not everything will be ruin .
later going YOG , update more when i come back that will be around , 12 plus .

Today not so fun uhc .
at 1230 me and lyn go do her hair , then go port slack for awhile .
then ilah hungry , we go macs eat .
damn claver lor she , after that i go home sick mah .
then too cold , about 0550 go port again .
that ahjie hor cheat my feeling alot of time lor , say come down at 0445
but then he come back nearly going to 0700 .

:)

Ah , kimak peh lah mendak .

sitting alone , ohh btw keun , chendol , epul , lyn and zack just finish jogging . Crazy right .

tadi kite ramai2 gy AMKhub best !

otak dah blank , dah tak tauh nak tulis ape ..

will update tomorrow .

dada .

WENJIE , sombong shit !

past is past

yesterday saw him sia , then all the past come back .
haiya , when can i stop thinking of him ?
its been like one month plus .
idk if he still feel the same way , maybe not .
cos someone is in his mind , sad case ):

not well .

Ahhh , not feeling well .
why always sick .
i hate the feeling sia , somemore tomorrow got basketball inter-house .
must go , if not i scared they not enough player .
die lah like that .
i don't even have the mood to use the computer .

i really love you lah , but for you its over right ?
remember woaini1314 ?

same old day .

suck uhc , i cannot sleep well last night .
chatting with firman , thanks alot firman .
pompan kao untung siyot dapat kao , hahaha .
last long aye , takecare .

new photos .

sorry not in the mood to upload photos right now .
i will do in tomorrow .

feeling today .

Do you still remember the time we spend together ?
i try to , but its really stuck in my head .
until now i still haven forgive myself ! from now onwards i won't want to make my own path of walking .
i don't want anyone to get in the way , sound to that mother fucker !
i hate you to the max , i wish i never even get to know you .
why must you be in this world ro rather why must i be here ?!
it just take one person to ruin your life .
like how it have ruin mine !!
i'm damn pissed off lah , whack that shit out of that fucking bastard !
i know if i tell you all this , you won't know much .
only lyn know how i feel , how i wish i was an idiot from the starting when i was born and don't even know anything about love .
cos i think this feelings sucks , why must it be me ?! i know i still have a long way to go , but if i cannot forget you , how am i suppose to move on ?
asal ako salah jalan , i really have hard time going to sleep .
i don't mind not sleeping , unless i have the feelings gone !
wo hen ni !